Wednesday, July 21st, 2010
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10:58 pm
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Friday, December 11th, 2009
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2:13 am
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hmmm...... life has been short of money! and it sucks... i need another job.
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Thursday, October 8th, 2009
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3:27 pm
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Tuesday, July 28th, 2009
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11:44 pm
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i guess it ended today. so much for my happy ending. my world faded to black again. my insides all turned to ash
Just stucked. hollow and alone and the fault is my own. I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
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Saturday, July 25th, 2009
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3:34 am
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Thursday, July 9th, 2009
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8:18 pm
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hmmm...so tired.... randomly trying to clear my hard drive too much stuff on it, slowlys everything now... so irritating. and i got ippt tomorrow. fcuks. don't know if can pass. damm it. good luck to me tml.
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Sunday, July 5th, 2009
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8:16 pm
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Saturday, June 27th, 2009
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11:09 pm
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Sunday, April 26th, 2009
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12:17 am
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Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.
There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills.
All things appear and disappear because of the concurrence of causes and conditions. Nothing ever exists entirely alone; everything is in relation to everything else.
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Sunday, April 19th, 2009
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1:19 am
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hmmm.... i seem to be trapped in my own world. so cut off. its dark and empty. so blank. with my earphones on it gets so clear. it totally cuts me off from the living world. it makes everything feel like a illusion. what is real doesn't seem real. form is formless... formless is form!
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Tuesday, April 7th, 2009
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6:29 pm
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trying not to break but i’m so tired of this pain
it takes so much out of me and picking me apart again
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Tuesday, March 31st, 2009
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12:03 am
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its so hard to like someone silently.. so near yet so distant
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Wednesday, November 12th, 2008
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10:26 pm - wishlist
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lol..... i finally decided to have a wish list so that hope i can start working to get all of it.
1. new laptop
2. ps3
3. full hd tv for ps3
4. iphone
5. a new wallet.
haha.. i noe they are all expensive stuff. number 5 easiest to get le. lol... i want car too. but think abit hard for now.. haha.. next time ba. thats all for now ba.. haha wait i think of more stuff lo.
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Monday, November 3rd, 2008
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9:58 pm
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gah... f**k. looks like u dun know me well. for u to tell me that kind of things. i only do such things for certain ppl. u think i do it for everyone? damm u.
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Saturday, May 24th, 2008
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12:37 am
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hmmm.. i always wonder are my frens really my frens... for so long have they been so busy.. that they didn't bother to give a call or leave a msg. kinda sad... must it always be me who have to initiate first.. i am getting tired of it... i should just live in my own world if i can... gets lonely some times thou.. just so tired...
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Saturday, May 3rd, 2008
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11:15 pm
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I think ur character is getting from bad to worse.
It seems to me that u're quite scheming.
And getting better at it each day.
i'm afraid it'd strain our relationship to sucha point where i won't be able to stand it anymore.
I hope u'd change fast.
I hope u realise it.
Cos i really don't know how to put it across to u.
to another:
don't know why u are so cold to me
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Sunday, April 20th, 2008
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3:23 am
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hmmm.. i don't know why i do somethings... maybe i am too soft hearted.. well.. lets have everyone stay happy.. but maybe i am the only one who is sad.. oh well..
i dunno.
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Thursday, March 13th, 2008
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10:49 pm
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hmmm.. i guess i was in the wrong of getting angry today... not very sure... but would u pls consider my feelings too.. to be left alone just like that... and its not the first time too.. the last time was also at suntec if u can remember. makes me feel like i am damm not important u know. i also wish u would open up to me more.. i want to help u.. but u always just keep it to yourself not wanting to tell. makes it hard for me to help.
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1:40 am
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Sunday, February 10th, 2008
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5:51 pm
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